Mz B: April 2007

Monday, April 30, 2007

Good Golf Resturant

The Golf Resturant has certainly picked up. Lots of veggie alternatives, I was impressed.

On the Right Track

I know I am. Made proper food at home for once, and bean soup is back! Probably over a month since I had it last. Is this a sign of a new era?

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Have just finished reading Smilla's Sense of Snow and one though from it stuck today. You only have problems dealing with adversity if you haven't had enough of them. That you after a while will get used to it and it do not seem so bad anymore. I started thinking of this and recalled a documetary about a young girl that joined the Carmelite order, a very strickt order where members are expected to stay enclosed in the monastery for the rest of their life, and are only allowed visits from family a few times a year in a special room. The mother of the girl joining said something similar to what I read in Smilla, she said that in the begining she cried a lot, she felt like Marta (the daughter) had died, and now 5 years later she really haven't got over it, she just started to expect less from life.

Is this what happens after you dealt with adversity long enough? You get numb to it?

Lately I've got the feeling that I'm not sad enough that my friend has died, that it just feels like she is yet another person that I cared about that is slipping away from me. And I've seen it happen before and know I will adapt and find my way around it. I'm starting to suspect that they are right, that I have gotten used to it. Is learning to deal with this kind of stuff good? If so why does it feel like I have lost something precious, when I'm not completely shattered over what has happened?

Getting back together!

Hi Everyone. Me and my love that broke up with me last spring are getting back together again. Today he changed his mind completely. From not showing the faintest sign of interest last year, everything changed just 30 minutes ago. I am sooooo happy!! I hope he is too. And I hope he can get over the fact that I have been playing with someone else while he was absent. And not to make the new one jealous, I just love the new ones touch-and-feel, the ease he interacts with others and how he feels under my fingers. And now I have the luxery of chosing, or could I be so brave and try and keep both? The old one has a size that fits my needs perfectly, I feel at home when playing with him...hard decisions are approching I can feel it.

My VAIO is back! Was looking for the usb cord to transfer photos to the computer, when I saw it at the bottom of the drawer, and thought "what the hell - let's plug that baby in to the mains and see if it changed its mind" and to my great surpise I started again, from having been completely dead for over a year. Miracles do happend. Still haven't found the cord I was looking for, so no photo of it... I wonder if it has BT, never thought about that before... hmmmm.... Guess it is time to re-expolre eachother...

One for Tchaikovsky and the Devil

The Swan Lake, or pond perhaps. And what about that devil? Well it is the 666th post... shout at the kitty!

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Staffanstorp Shigo Country

And mum and dad in the forground.

Be there light

Said the father. And there was light...

Night bloging

Lookin' and longin' for that lost urban feelin'.

A good book gets stuck

Where?how? Should I worry?

Japanese book club

Friday, April 27, 2007

Thursday, April 26, 2007

#7

Is it safe?

It's electric at my place of work.

The Incredible Hulk

Feet playin' with the big green man.

With Lillie and Milan at Gloria's

Outside in the sun (at first) having dinner with two friends.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

#6

Designer bag

Cheap Tricks

I know, it is not very pretentious... and it is easily done by anyone having access to Photoshop, but please see it as a way for me to learn how the filters work. And someday, some sunny day I shall actually produce something creative, and fun.